There's no me without you , ♡

been so busy and occupied lately.
didnt have the feel to post also.
was so occupied with my work, school, going out and i played back maple :x
hahas cos i was bored of audi.

15/11/09
today's veron birthday (:
but i didnt have time to celebrate it with her.
cos i'm busy working D:
i'm so bored of working.
but i will miss the people at work place.
because of them work, is not so boring after.
going for long breaks :x
slacking in the storeroom, secretly playing my psp.
and my frens will cover for me :x
hahas so nice rite.
finally my contract going to end, still got 1 more mth +
but i wont sign any other contract wif the company already, cos i'm bored of it.
today, puffy came and find me.
he just appeared at my work place at 9.45 without telling me 1st,
although we already said we were going for supper after my work today.
den the kpo aunty, lily, keep on asking whether puffy was my bf. lolx so ps
den she say, no wonder, jeremy don stand a chance. no wonder u don like jeremy.
lolx! den she say, ur taste not bad ar, lolx laugh die me! seriously it was damn funny.
den after work, we went to watch movie tgt at cineliesure, but 2012 ticket were selling fast.
so we trained down to cathay but there didnt have any midnight movie, waste our trip.
den we walked to ps and there didnt have any midnight movie too! WTH!!!
so we took trained back to cineleisure.
waste our effort running here and there, but didnt get the tickets to the movie tt we wanted to watched.
den we just anyhow choose 1 movie, my gf is an agent.
we tot it wil be boring, but most of th time i was laughing in the cinema. nice show (:
but there was a cpl, the guy was snoring through out the whole movie! so noisy lolx
den after movie, we to cab home (:
in the cab, puffy said he hungry, so we just stop at river valley.
cos there was the nearest 24/7 coffee shop.
den we ate prata!
and i tried prata bomb for the 1st time :x
we slack till around 3 (:
den i need to go home already, cos my dad keep on calling me x.x
reached home, didnt feel tired, den i went to play maple awhile (:
den i went to bed (:
cyas peeps (:

been so busy lately
was working, studying, preparing for exams, going out with bf on sat.
hardly even had the time to rest.
only had friday to rest.
so tired.
this sat suppose to go double o for halloween event.
but kelly didnt feel like going already.
well, doesn't really matter, will be spending my day with my bf again (:
love my sat's
always looking forward to it.
maybe will be going to night safari for halloween.
looks fun. see baby wan to go anot,
bye peeps, back to one piece, got to find another anime soon.
my one piece ending soon D:

woke up late as usual.
went to school, finally last day of sch.
having 2 wks hols! yeah!
but exams coming soon too D:
boringggg..
suppose to hand in my assignment today,
but i didnt do :x
rushed back home after sch,
and rush through my IT assignment.
got to make a web page from scratch D:
Had making web page, so troublesome!
forgot alot about HTML all those shitty stuff.
but still manage to finished it.
took me hmmms about 6-7hrs x.x

Home page(:

 

Promotions! lols                                                                     

 

Drink Menu (:

Contact us (:


lols, still got part B, but i anyhow do:x
too tired.
hahas, but still gt energy to watch one piece :x
off i go! Bye peeps

been feel down lately,
i also donno why.
when for work today.
but was late for 10mins
didnt really have the mood to work today.
i also donno why.
so weird.
so bored today.
sigh, don't feel like doing anything.
even my hp is down.
everything not going the way it's suppose to be.
sigh.hate being alone for meals.
don't like so many things.
i'm not going to whine!
i shall go and slp and not complain further.
nite peeps, didnt even have the mood for one piece.

woke up late.
when back to slp :x
too tired, leg aching D:
finally woke up, and went to sch.
as usual, go sch sign attendence, show face awhile,
and go back home :x
but today!
it was raining D:
no choice, slack in canteen, till e rain stop.
so sad, sit down in 1 corner, sms-ing my frens and listening to music.
kinda pathetic i didnt have much frens in mdis.
sit sit sit, rain faster stop D:
i wanna go home and watch one piece.
den i stop listening to music and called logan.
but he didnt answer D:
den a guy sitting with his frens suddenly turned back,
and asked whether i had tissue. lols
den i pass him tissue. so ps, lols
den his fren said "he got tissue, he bluff u!'
lols, den i started laughing.
den i went back to sms my fren lols.
but i was not listening to music already,
so i could hear everything they were saying.
he fren said 'nv take her number ar, don blush blush la, act shy' lols
den suddenly he turn back and talk to me.

this was how it went.
he asked 'wad course u in?'
i replied 'travel, toursim and hospitailty'
he asked 'term 1 or term 2?'
i replied 'term1'
he asked 'u alone ar?'
i replied ' ehhh, ya waiting for the rain to stop'
he asked 'going home?'
i replied 'ya hahas'
he asked 'what's ur name?'
i replied 'ehhh, cheryl' lols!
he replied 'ohh i'm _____' i donno how to spell his name lols
i replied ' ohhh okies'
lols, it was so embarrassing! all his frens looking at me, when he talked to me.
even the rain stopped, i couldn't find the courage to stand up and walked away. lols
until, 1 by 1 his frens start to walk away. phew~
den he said' the rain stop already, u still not going?'
den i said' ohh ya, lols ya going'
den i stand up and walked off and he was walking beside me lols.
den he asked ' do u have facebook?'
den i said' ya'
lols i was too ps, to say out my email, cos it sound so stupid :x
den i said' ehh i add u ba'
so he gave his nickname. and he ask where  stay. lols
den they walked to the sch gate outside and smoke.
den i cross the road and walked to bus stop.
and logan called! lols like finally, when everything end.
he shld have called earlier!
den he wont come and talk to me, lols. spare me the embarrassment
chatted with logan on the way home (:

the end (:
off to one piece (:
bye peeps!

I feel so fatigue.
lack of sleep.
too busy watching one piece last night, till 5am
woke up at 7.30 went to prepare for church..
after church, rush down for work.
Most embarrassing and unlucky day ever.
This was what happened.
After church, took bus 124 to outram park mrt.
but i forgot to change my ez link to the new one,
and the old one expired.
wanted to pay with coins, but i only had 50cents ._.
tried to exchange notes for coins in the bus.
but the smallest note i had was 10 bucks!
not a huge amount money, but no one wanna change with me -'-
finally a kind caucasian lady, gave me 1 buck !
i felt so pathetic! but touched also.
alighted at outram.
wanted to exchange for e new ez link.
but the uncle said this station cannot exchange! wtf.
damn unlucky. so i went to loan a transitlink card from the machine..
but they do not accept $10 ._. wth luhs
den u went back to the uncle and ask them to exchange small notes for me.
for e 1st time, i felt $10 was a big note. LOLS
done loaning the ticket,
went to work.
cos of all the chaos, i was late for work ._.

at work.
bored as usual.
saw this irritating aunty for e 1st time,lily
she will be working on wkends only.
gonna see she everyday sunday!
what a nice way to end my wk.
stupid lily.
too lazy to type the details :x
tired~
off to one piece.
bye peeps (:

hi,
new blog,new look, but old me?
lols.
thank veron for helping me change (:
lately been busy with work and study!
and of cause watching one piece when i'm free :x
i love luffy! lols
and veron love zoro~
lols, ok bye bye back to one piece

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went out with my work frens for dinner at bugis.
then went to try seesha at arab st.
cos i didnt try it before. lolx
we ordered the flavour, strawberry and mint.
hmmm's don have any kick at all.
smoking cig is so much better :x
it will be my 1st and last time,
going for seesha.
ahhh D:
bad quality pictures D:
i shall bring my cam out next time(:

hmmms,
i miss u baby,
didnt really talk to you this wk,
cos u're out on outfield.

1st day at work today.
very slack (:
can sms and talk on e phone :x
but it was boring.cos there were no customer at all.
which is somehow good :x
end up making frens and started chatting :x
and slacking wif xun fu >.<
and gossiping abt some1 weird :x
i'm so tired D:
stand for e whole day D:
cant feel my legs already.
guess i gonna slp early for once (:

this wk was happy, sad, angry, so many feelings given by so many ppl...
monday 1oth aug 09
went to tiong bahru plaza with veron.
cos she wanted to have a helix piercing.
quite surprised with her reaction, cos she didnt even complain to me tt it was pain.
she just said pain, a few times only. remind me of tt time i went to have helix piercing with bf and keep complaining tt it was pain. maybe i'm weak. lolx
den we went to bukit purmei, near my place..
to slack and take some photos.











den i send her home and took my ear pierce and went to vivo to meet my god bro.
cos he was leaving sg on friday.
and i didnt see him for like 5mths i guess..
met him, walk around, went to starbucks and had caramel frap.
chat wif him for around an hr plus.. and puffy said he was on his way to vivo.
felt kinda bad to ps my god bro half way, asked him to join puffy and i for movie but he didnt want. claiming tt he was anti-social lolx.
ps-ed my god bro, went to meet puffy, i was afraid tt i would recognise the wrong person.
but lucky i didnt, phew.
met puffy around 8 plus, went to buy movie tickets for G.I. joe at 9.45
den we walk around, till it was time to catch e movie.
quite a nice show, just abit too much of action going on.
and i was too engross eating my nachos wif chesse lolx.
after the movie ended, it was quite late, so there were no more last bus for me.
puffy offered to send me home by cab, but i choose to walk.
hahas so puffy accompanied me walked home.
reached the lift, and he left lolx.
ke lian de puffy had a hard time getting a cab D:
thanks for everything puffy :D

tuesday 11th aug 09
met bf, saw his sian-ness cos of his mum again.
even thought i waited for me for 1hr, he still vent his sian-ness on me.
sometimes i really wonder, tt this rs is going no where after all.
really feel like ending it, but just cant bear to let go?
haix, i really donno, maybe letting go is always a better way out.

wednesday 12th aug 09
didnt do anything, stayed at home.
was suppose to go clubbing wif logan but i didnt went.
didnt really have e mood.

thursday 13th aug 09
woked up, changed, left house for interview at peace center.
change my interview to 4pm cos i was going to be late, woked late, as usual.
went there, waited for joanna awhile.
around 4.45 interview ended.
needed to go amk alone, to return the dvd tt i borrowed. cos all of my frens were busy.
haix, and den puffy saved me! he offered to accompany me go amk, but i needed to wait to for puffy. den i said sure ok ar.
so i went amk on my own, and walked around, den i met my fren, didnt see him for like yrs already. so he accompanied me, till puffy came.
walked around, amk and it was so boring. nth to walked at all at amk.
den i went to buy a belt, ate vege vege and drank coke wif no ants from 7-11.
sat around and just keeping waiting for puffy arrival.
finally puffy reached, and i sugguested to go play pool, cos i didnt wad else to do,
and i tot jeremy was going home, but he didnt lolx. so we 3 went to play pool tgt,
even more lousy at pool already, so long didnt play already. lost to puffy but won jeremy hahas.
played a few rounds and we were bored, so we left, it was around 8.
den puffy was kinda hungry, so we went to e place he use to work when he was in sec 4.
so full! and e manager still remember him, so he gave puffy, some cold octopus and sashimi (spelling error i guess) lolx on e house. after dinner, we sat around, and talked.
den jeremy cab home, puffy and i took the train home.
puffy being very gentleman, offered to send me home again.
hahas thank you :D
reached vivo, and we walked home again, pour out all my unhappiness to puffy on e way :x
thank you for listening :x
reached home, was not in a good mood, decided to go down to my fav hideout and hide there and emo. thinking abt so many tings.
why even when is so late u didnt even call me, and worry abt me.
i call u, ur hp nt even on. sms no reply
i always keep thinking tt ending this rs will be better, but y i always only say, but don do it.
so lost, this few wks so many things keep happening between us.
i'm really very tired, to go this over and over again.
finally 12.30 u called!
tell u hw i felt, but u don't even say a thing at all to me.
maybe u shld just reconsider abt the whole rs, every gd and bad pt abt me.
where are we heading after 19mths.
i just want some1 to be there, to show me care and concern.
and not only when he end his psp game wif frens den he realise abt me, and call me.
i don1 to be 2nd.
this few wks, so many things happened. everything u do, really make me feel like letting go.
ur fren, ur psp, ur mum, u vent ur sian on me, nv show me care, concern even when i'm not home yet. i cant take it already, really feel like letting go.
to me, it just seems like all u need is just, ur psp, ur frens and ur comic. nth else.
even if i'm not around it does not make any different to u anymore